WELL
My life is pretty stable at the present time, i think. Cut myself off from pretty much all of my friends to focus on work and getting my life a little more straightened out. It seems to be working out. I am probably moving to brockport (rochester) this summer to see how i like it. I really need to get the fuck out of utica though. I work with this girl I like but 5 days of continuous flirting and SURE ENOUGH she has a boyfriend. what a cocktease. I am 92% sure i am going to ACEN next month. It's kind of expensive but I can swing it. I am really curious to see what being drunk and high is like in a convention center full of nerds.. probably ridiculous. I really like chicago though. I created a band called "lenore" but i got drunk too much at live shows and fucked them up for everyone else in the band so everyone stopped talking to me and we pretty much broke up haha. whatever i wrote everything anyway. I keep buying books i dont read. i need to stop doing that i think. i have been writing this one song called "where the wild geese go" for about a month now. i dont know where to go with the song because its one of those songs you pour a situation of deep memories into and you want to do what you are feeling justice.. i have the verses, chorus, and outro done but the bridge is melodically tricky.. It kind of reminds me of Canon in D but uhh not in D haha. (what song doesnt sound like canon in d what the hell) Wrote some things on piano recently but nothing that i want to pursue.
IF YOU DO NOT WANT TO READ THAT PARAGRAPH THESE WERE A FEW POINTS THAT WERE MADE:
- I need to move
- being a solo artist is the way to go
- getting drunk causes problems
- song writing gets difficult sometimes
- anime conventions under the influence